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[01 Apr 2005|11:47pm] |
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tonight was tph.....it fun for the first hour and a half because cristina was their......i slow danced with her WohOo....highlight of my night. then i fuked around with all these people, it was gay. i did make a necklace though. so now my neck is not naked. i am also very sry 2 say that this will b my last entry for a very long time, myspace has taken over my life,time, and love of my computer. its been a good month and a half. i love u all, and wish u all peace and happiness
its like letting a dove fly after being confined to a cage
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(1 bitch | slap my ass)
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[23 Mar 2005|08:55pm] |
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I wanna be a highschool football hero. With an S.A.T. score less than zero. I wanna try to drink my weight in beer-o. I wanna be a highschool football hero. I wanna score a touchdown so I can score after the game. I don't care about my future 'cause it is just another day. I'll rush for forty yards and drink four forties later on. I'm done with this brunette someone pass me another blonde. Coach tells me to drink my milk and wash it down with 'roids. I've gotta get my rest so I can party with the boys. My brain is upside-down, so I'm just a little slow. I'll change my name to Bubba so that everyone will know...
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(3 bitches | slap my ass)
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[22 Mar 2005|09:04pm] |
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once again.....left broken hearted
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[22 Mar 2005|04:52pm] |
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throw racial comments at me
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(slap my ass)
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[20 Mar 2005|07:32pm] |
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HOly shit! this weekend i had the best fukin time of my life. On friday i went to my dad's and we watched dont be a menace to the south central while ur down south drinkin you juice in the hood.....then i couldnt sleep so i stayed up and then we went to my greatt aunts funeral....i havent seen the people i saw their since i was six. then we went bak 2 my dad's and we were thinking of either going to the hardrock cafe or my aunts and we decided 2 go 2 my aunts because i havent seen my dad's family in soooooo long. i thought it was going to b boring. holy shit iw as wrong. once we were in the driveway, i heard the motown music blasting and i saw people dancin. so i got in and i saw my aunt liz,my uncle mark,my cousin elia(who is fukin awsome as hell), my great aunts daughter,my cousin promise(who was obviusly dru k when i got their but she is awsome as hell 2) and a bunch of family friends who i didnt seem to remember lol. so i get their and promise keeps on tellin me and my stepmom shauna how shes gunna kick my dads ass.....it was funny as hell. shes sooooo hardcore. then i did some dancing with my grandma and everyone else. then i talked guitar with my uncle mark. hes been playin since he was ten. the one of my family's friend patty( who was drunk and wearing pink slippers) was all over me for some reason. so i danced wit her, while my bro was to busy lookin at this other ladies boobs(i hope she wasnt family ewww). yeh then patty and bro's girl were tellin me how i was gunna make it sum day in guitar and they said i had groove. then promise started throwing up and elia helpped her out. then as we left, me and elia talked and she said she would do my hair and shit if i needed anything done, which is once again awsome. and then we said that we should hook up and play guitar, her, me, and my uncle mark. the my "auntie patty" as she called herself said that me and the fam r gunna go over to her house over the summer and party. she called it "patty land". lmfao. then i went home had an asthma ATTACK AND WENT TO BED. then i woke up and did nothin until three when we left for harley's bball party. me and elia were textin eachother. then i found out im goin 2 ozzfest wit me my dad and promise and her son true. Fukin iron maiden, and sabbath. omg!!!!, then i found out that, once again, im goin 2 warped and elia is gunna come wit, which will b major ass kool. wow whatta weekend
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[18 Mar 2005|07:04pm] |
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well the last two days have been the best i hve ever had. the play was one of the most fun experiances i have ever had. i will never 4get it. just being infront of all those people made me think about what i want 2 do when im older. it made me think that maybe basketball isnt the way 2 go. their r kids who deserve a career in basketball way more than i do....they have nothing else but the game of basketball. then mrs.grbavac came up 2 me and asked me about my mom because she said im a kid who could preety much do anything. she said that i was the epitome of a kid mom's wnat 2 have. that seriously hit me...and hard. made me think. i think the stage is where i belong....weather it b music or acting, i just wnat 2 b on stage
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(1 bitch | slap my ass)
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[17 Mar 2005|01:06pm] |
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im in school once again......im in the same seat as last time. NIna is right over my shoulder, touchin my hawk which i got 4 da play. Omar is sooooooooooo sexy. Anna likes 2 update her lj
peace out homes ian
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(2 bitches | slap my ass)
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[15 Mar 2005|03:13pm] |
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married (if yes to who)? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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(3 bitches | slap my ass)
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[15 Mar 2005|01:16pm] |
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im in schol wit da sexys exy nina anna and alexis......and me an nina r gunna buy a camp for 1.95 on clerance....and britt is here 2 she is sexy....and omar
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[14 Mar 2005|09:28pm] |
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i need to find god. i ahvent gone to church in 2 years...i prayed for the first time yesterday. my dad said hes good with christ now, and he seems like a better person. im gunna start goin 2 church. i think god should play a big part in my life.
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[13 Mar 2005|09:26pm] |
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comment.....so i kno that you took time out of your life for me
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[10 Mar 2005|09:47pm] |
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If you only once would let me Only just one time Then be happy with the consequence With whatever's gonna happen tonight Don't think we're not serious When's it ever not The love we make is give and it's take I'm game to play along
All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time
oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh
All the best DJs are saving Their slowest song for last When the dance is through Its me and you Come on would it really be so bad The things we think might be the same But I won't fight for more Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve Count on that for sure
All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time You want to take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time Yeah - We still have time
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh) oh oh (ahhhhhhhh) oh oh (ahhhhhhhh) oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
Can't say I was never wrong But some blame rests on you Work and play they're never okay To mix the way we do
All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time You want to take a ride? Get out of this place While we still have time We still have time
oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, oh
(im 2 lazy so i pasted that shit in)
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[09 Mar 2005|09:56pm] |
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lmao......im fukin pissed. lol, this happens every FUKING time. i swear 2 god one of these days im gunna snap. lmfao.....i was talkin 2 lindsay and i mentioned the name Bukowski....this reminds me of one of his poems. Its about a guy who is just so sad about of letting the love of his life go....and then it hits him that the bitch took so many good times away from him. wow. and to top it all off, frost's play was way fukin better than ours.well, looks like im just another poser with just SOOOOO many thing wrong in his life, psh.
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[09 Mar 2005|01:39pm] |
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the last two days have been the boringest days......i got sick yesterday and i threw up about 6 times and stayed hom from school and watched comedy central. then 2day i stayed hom cause it was a half day but i had an ortho. now im waitin 2 alex 2 get on so we can see what wwe r doin 2night, we might go c the frost play.
i think the loneliness is starting to get to me
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[07 Mar 2005|09:44pm] |
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wow....never thought anyone would read this, dam that foo b trippin. i love people like that.....fukin look at every little mistake and tell me about it.....fuk spell check, i got my own little bitch 2 do that shit. o by the way...i sry im livin in the past, and did u hear about that new band n'sync, their fukin awsome
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[06 Mar 2005|07:14pm] |
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today seriously ranks on the best days of my life list. first i went 2 my game(and lost) but that doesnt matter. then after i went 2 kenji's and hung out with him,rachel,alek,and danielle. first, we talked and they showed me this couch cusion with egg shit on it...so we started walking 2 peters house 2 get a shopping cart, and we started puttin shit on the cusion and carrying it around....so we get 2 peters and they have the shopping cart. so alek and chris and peter start bitchin at eachother 2 give it to one of them, so they're holdin on 2 the cart like its fukin gold, all while me kenji and rachel just watch and laugh. so they r fightin over it and tryin 2 come up with ideas on how 2 settle it....and then peter comes up with an idea to make a fukin contract, i laughed my ass off so bad. then(out of nowhere) a dog down the street ran out and attacked this rollerblader. then alek gave peter and chris the kart....and we start walking and then kenji notices that he has chris's skateboard so alek is comein up with ideas on how 2 fukin ruin it...so we go 2 rachels to drop her off and then we walk bak and i went home. All in all, today was the day that camera phones where made for.
o....i 4got, im grounded till tuesday from the computer but ill sneak on every once ina while
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[05 Mar 2005|04:21pm] |
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ahhh crap.....today i had play practice at 8, it was fun cause gus, alex, and carrie where their. then right fromtheir i had a bball game at 12, ofcourse we lost. Now im siiting at home watchin blind date(fukin 2 90 yr. old people talkin about what turns them on and viagra), very interesting. im kinda depressed 2 cause the girl i like isnt really talkin 2 me, and it seems like shes sick of me....i try 2 talk2 mher as much as i can, but looks like that doesnt work....im in the process of learnin where is your boy 2night on my guitar, its easy.
"you need him....i can be him, i can be your accident....but im still trying"
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[03 Mar 2005|10:05pm] |
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erg....today i went to school and found out the ramifications of bad mouthing a perosn with alot of friends...lmao. i got a talk from monica...didnt freally pay attention, but thats ok. then i ahd a bball game, and we lost. so now we have 2 write a paragraph on why we should play and what we need 2 improveon. i think i can be a huge part of the team...but everytime i say i will, i fail miserablely. and thats preety much the story of the team. so now im watchin the simpsons waiting for sumthing exciting 2 happen.comment this bitch
"...bak then you couldnt say pants on tv"
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(slap my ass)
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[02 Mar 2005|09:15pm] |
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today was.......today. i totally forgot i had 2 go 2 the eye doctor so my mom was kinda pissed....but its all good. then i came home, and played thug 2 and learned summer of 69(mxpx) on my guitar. then i went to the mall with my mom and sister. they went into ambercrombie, but i refused to go in so is at outside on a bench for a half an hour....then i got this sweet ass marilyn monroe shirt and this james dean one 2, now i throwingout hateful comments at missy...nice way 2 end the night
"those were the best days of my life"
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[28 Feb 2005|08:51pm] |
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2day was kinda a bummer because we found out that kyla is eneligable for the play this week so now cloe has 2 stand in for her...it suks. i was also supposed 2 go work out with my mom and ofcourse she overplanned and had 2 go 2 a brownies fieldtrip with my sister....so our plans wer ruined. then i just sat at home and listened 2 the starting line all day, which is kinda weird. Then becky got all scared cause her mom went out to talk with cristinas mom....then we just found out she was overreacting(which i knew from the beginning cause i kno everything)....now i gotta study for my bitch ass negro cock social study final.
"excuse me but this wont take long...just let me dedicate a song, to a girl who turned this boy to stone"
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